OK, so I KNOW I haven't been on emowire in ages. It's just because I've been tired and pissed and haven't felt like talking to anyone. I'm NOT mad at any of my amazing emowire friends, I love you, but I've basically just shut myself away for the past three weeks. And it's all because of my dad, who I am beginning to hate. Well, right now I do. I am in the WORST mood right now. He keeps drinking and now I'm pretty sure he's doing drugs too. He gets violent and fights with my mom, when nothing's ever ...
I Dont Get On Here Anymore... So.. If You Want Me As A Friend.. Heres My Myspace(: http://www.myspace.com/sadisticlovyr Add Me(:
I called basically all my friends and no one is answering or they are busy. Am i cursed to be friendless? my parents let me do nothing. im not allowed out of the house without a frigging tracking device on my arm or ankle (okay, not really). i need someone to talk to but whenever i try, i am blocked out or yelled at for trying to talk. Thats why i cut. i cut because i am a loser with nothing. I wake up, go to school, go home, do homework, go to bed. Nothing ever changes. That is my life. Thats what ...
A silent deadly secret Its sorrowfilled with my regret these words shall remain forever unspoken untill the day the world cracks open now my wrists are scared with slits hold your breath and see the devil that hides inside of me this secret i keep while at nights you weep words left unspoken nightmares turn in to dreams im hopen to tell the secret you would try but when one word slips we all will die ...
My heart is broken My soul is black These words are unspoken And this sight i lack The Icy Wind stings my face Soon to realize my displace The darkness surronds me with fear The rain drops like sorrow filled tears This pain is my life While the darkness fills my sight I let the blood flow down This feels like a bite from a hell hound The fearful hands of death now reach me ripping my ...