I went to my best mates house for a sleepover who I love, I'm bi, he'd straight, he knows i like him, but obv doesn't feel anyway the same. His house smells of him and it made me realise just how much I love him and I would give all I have to be with him. I feel like if it was me or him who had to die I would choose to take my own life because my life sucks and he is the most amazing person. He is the only person I would trust to confess this to, anyone else doesn't know me well enough ...