It really sucks when you are truly the only person that is being real to another person when they are down. But they decide to just lean on the wrong person. Maybe I just feel a little hurt that its not me that is helping them. Does that make me some form of jealous or selfish? Should I be feeling hurt? Am I over reacting? I am the type of person that wants to help everyone before myself. I truly hate seeing people hurting and if I can have the opportunity to help, I will. But it really sucks ...
-Sighs- Okay, so I had broken up with my ex David about a 2 or 3 months ago. He is still a really special person in my heart and life. I had broken up with him because I didn't want to hurt him more later on. I still had feelings for my other ex Alex and I felt really bad so I ended it with David. I felt really horrible because I believe that if you are going to be with someone, they should be in all of your heart. Anyway, so Alex and I talked. Instantly I fell for his pretty little ...
Laying on the cold, hard concrete floor I feel myself fading from the world Looking back at my life there is not one thing I want to change my mistakes, betrayals, heartbreaks, sorrows and pain filled days..they all are a part of me and make me who I am Tomorrow I won't live to see the day reborn from today I don't want to fade but I must leave..I have no choice Kicking and screaming will do no difference, I have completed my purpose here.. I sold my soul ...
I just broke up with my boyfriend David because sadly I have feelings for my ex boyfriend. I told David the truth why I was breaking up with him and never in my life have I hurt someone so deep. I know I would have come to sound like a heartless bitch but.... I didn't want to lie to him. I wanted to be honest. Plus it would completely consume me that I was with someone while I had feelings for someone else. I wouldn't be able to bare the guilt.
It.s funny....how music can let your thoughts and emotion loose. I bet there is a lot of people that complain I am not open enough with them... just turn on the radio and see me break down. See me go from saying what angers me, what scares me, hurts me.... Most people don't know that little way of making someone speak and let their emotions run wild. I know I am not alone in this... I am 100% there is a lot of you that let loose when music is present. Its just normal, ...
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