About porcelaindoll
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Personal Information
- Relationship Status
- Single
- Sexual Orientation
- Bi
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- In the pain others created
- Occupation
- Poet
Interests & Personality
- About Me
- Fairly simple.
I'm me.
Get over it, that isn't changing.
- Hobbies
- Poetry, skateboarding, music, hanging with my "Friends" ((I'm starting to doubt the true definition of that troublesome little word Friends- what are they really?))
- Likes
- Music
Skateboarding
Drums
Reading
- Dislikes
- Drama, haters, players, and poser's
Pain
Love
Life
- Music
- Escape the Fate is the best!
Other good ones: Alesana, Hawthorne Heights, Scary kids scaring kids, Skinny Puppy, Panic at the disco, three days Grace, Linkin Park, So they say, Halifax, Saosin, Paramore, Between the Trees, My Chemical Romance, Bullet for my Valentine, Disturbed, Avenged Sevenfold, Closed Heart Surgery, Simple Plan, All Time Low, Good Charlotte, plus about a billion more XD
- Movies
- Revenge is the sweetest of bitter sins.
- Television
- I'm not in the mood to be brainwashed by the media today.
- Books
- My room is covered in them, it really isn't fair to single out just a few now is it??
- Heroes
- I don't have people to look up to in my life. They all backstab, steal, lie, cheat, drug up, dress down, there way through life. Do I really want to aspire to that? I mean I'm beginning to because I've got nothing else to do but that's not what I want at all.
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<#3Can I be your porcelain doll, can I be your memory?<#3
</3 Can I be your last mistake, can I be the girl you love to hate?</3
**Living is hazardous to your happiness**
FOR SALE:1heart<3CONDITION:HorriblePRICE:Will take anything
Please just cut it out of my chest and end this suffering
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Visitor Messages
- Total Messages
- 226
- Most Recent Message
- 02-15-2010
Blog
- Total Entries
- 19
- Last Blog Entry
- I'm Fat 02-03-2010 08:07 PM
General Information
- Last Activity
- 02-10-2010 06:46 PM
- Join Date
- 04-27-2009
- Referrals
- 0
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porcelaindoll on 02-03-2010 at 08:07 PM
I'm fat....
Ew.
I can't look in the mirror.
I can't stand what I see.
I'm fat...
i would rather die.
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porcelaindoll on 01-06-2010 at 08:53 PM
I'm back into old habits.
Spiraling again.
Reaching out for something.
I'll never win.
I just grab the heartache, the pills, the blade.
They're all coming back again.
Kicked out onto the street.
I'm going, going, gone again.
When I close my eyes, all I see is the pain.
When they open, all I see is the rain.
I'm back into the old ways. I'm back to being me.
I hate this sick little game...
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porcelaindoll on 12-27-2009 at 11:13 PM
Is it wrong to hate someone for being there? I love them, but at the same time I hate them because I don't want help. I don't want them to be there. And I DEFINITELY don't want them to care about me because, in all reality, I don't want to hurt them. I know I'll hurt them. I hurt anyone and everyone I get close to. No exceptions.
I want to keep hurting myself. Maybe they'll go away, give up on me if I do. I want them to give up. I don't deserve them in life. No not at all. So I'll
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porcelaindoll on 12-23-2009 at 09:57 PM
.....I hate him so much, because I love him so much and all he ever does is hurt me. I don't even think he realizes what he is doing! It's just, when I first saw him I just thought, "Oh that's just another pretty face, I won't even waste my time." Then I started talking to him. He were so much alike. Similarily scarred. Similarily broken. We had similar nightmares, aspirations, dreams, heartbreaks, music tastes, movie tastes, book tastes, and there was so much that was different too. There
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porcelaindoll on 12-11-2009 at 10:18 PM
I love you all.
I love this site.
I hate how some people here make me feel like complete crap when I look for comfort.
I hate where emowire has gone.
My last question is...
Should I stay or should I go?
I'm tired of pain, I don't come to my "safe haven" to feel more of it.
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