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Recently its been getting to me that I don't have friends. real friends I can trust. People I can actually hang out with. It just feels like i'm navigating in this world alone. I have an amazing boyfriend but he lives like 300 miles away and I don't have anyone to chill and act silly with here. It seems that everywhere I go I see pics of people with their best friends or even just good friends and I dont have that anymore. I dunno if it's me doing something wrong or what. It just really REALLY sucks....![]()
So yesterday, my mom went ballistic on me for no good reason and said I need to find girl friends...it's not my fault I don't have any in my area though. I try to be nice to everyone or at least civil but last year, I left school to go to a mental hospital(weird I know) and when I get back everyone is saying I'm dead or pregnant. I don't like being judged and I feel like I stepped into the song unwell by matchbox twenty. I'm scared my boyfriend will get fed up with me because, I'm not gonna lie...I
What the hell?? I mean I'm not gonna be a whiny bitch or anything, but what the hell happened to everyone that used to be like the core of EMOWIRE????? I haven't seen or heard from anyone that I used to talk to in forever.....and I don't know these new people.....So I think if I don't know you, you should probably come talk to me so I don't feel like an outsider....I feel strange even though I've been here forever.......makes me feel like a n00b....so yeah.....THE EHnd
I think I'm broken beyond repair.
I think I've hit my last breaths.
I'm fading in and out, and I'm not sure anymore.
I have a love <3 and I know I should be grateful.
But sometimes I feel like his burden.
I feel insane. I know I'm sick.
But how can you explain this to everyone around you when you feel like you disturb them?
When you feel so lost, nobody will ever find you again.
When you just wanna leave.
Just slip out the door
I'm BACK!
well i was never really....gone.
but yeah!
Anyways. random shizzzz!
um disney movies are all secretly about rape.
making out with sleeping girls.
no no!!!!
and prince charming is never really Prince CHARMING.
We've all got flaws.
well except for ONE person.....but yeah.....
i wish i could like blurt out all the random shiz that's trapped inside my head. but sometimes it makes me feel insane......makes me feel....odd.