Am I not my own person? Can I not make my own choices? Can I not my own actions? I'm 20 years old and yet I am still unable to do as I please. It's not like I want to do horrible things! I just want to cut my hair myself, wear the clothes I want, Listen to the music I want. For crying out loud even if I cant have any of that can I at least be loved a little more then I am now by my family? I hate all the words they call me and all the stupid comments they think are funny but really arn't. Don't get me wrong, some of my family tries to help and show they love me and I appricate it. But it's the ones that drag me down and the ones that refuse to do anything and the ones that wont alow me to be my own person that are the ones that keep me locked in my shell hanging from a rope slowly strangle myself :[
Place is soo dead, I'm boreeddddddd
Anyway this is for you if you are bored too
I shall entertain you with my sacred words
YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE
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(Do not JUDGE meme I'm bored)
Anyway how is everyone , I rarely talk to anyone on here
So tell meme how u areee :DDDDDDD
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